"I stopped looking for light and decided to become it instead"

Impulsive rush of quitting is finally over. I have heard that cyclones are horrifying ---Inner and outer, both. However, it is still difficult to make a comparative analysis that which one is more horrifying. Is it the one that give physical wounds, or is it the one that give wounds to your soul? Both may turn fatal if the magnitude is intense. I had been waiting to have a glimpse of heaven.

Amidst an unexpected encounter with deadly cyclone that my soul experienced for 3 weeks, I managed to catch a glimpse of heaven. When I landed in ‘Brahmakumaris Center’, I felt speechless. Rajyog meditation course began. The first day satiates my quest for getting hold of such a powerful mantra for which my soul was yearning from years and years. With the passage of time, inner cyclone began to subside. Sense of tranquility began to prevail. In between, I made a promise to see myself in the mirror only when this course gets over. After 7 days, I could not believe on my eyes. A dull face with puffy eyes was radiating with inner peace. As the illusions began to fade, duality began to disappear; inner peace began to come naturally. Family life began to stabilize.

People around me noticed the transformation and applauded. Majority of the people believe in Angels and so do I. I also do believe that God gives us clues to enable us to take up a right direction but due to being absolutely lost in our own illusions, we fail to catch those clues. My mother had been asking me to take up this course since last few months but I kept on delaying. When I met my childhood and school friend after the gap of 20 years, she too asked me to do the same. In no time, I did comprehend that I should not delay anymore. The very next I enrolled for the course. It has been 3 days since the course got over but the tranquility still lingers. A wish to reside in their Mount Abu Center for few days is latest wish my on my Wish list.  

Through following the path revealed by Brahmakumaris, I no more crave to reserve a place for myself in heaven. Instead, I dream to create heaven within my own self. 

                                                    "Om Shanti"